User blog:Spyro.con/I try my best

I have serious problems at this moment, between mappers who critic me like a pig and my own family at conflict with me (not completely), I am lost. Even in my university I am mediocre. My art, design, videos, animations ... all people have reasons, I am stupid when I see my how my subscribers number is. Since 6 years I work to be a great scenarist and look that:

295 watchers on DA

305 Subs on Youtube

10.2/20 for my first year in university (I have amenaged my scholar also)

So, what do you think about this crapping result ?

Anyway, I can't handle anymore