User blog:CorrosiveDragon/Resignation and Goodbye

I know many of you are very concerned about my strictness because of how serious I am. I don't know if anyone felt it, I felt I made a big impact to the community and shaped it forever. As I may have done before, at some point when people aren't too happy about a community, there's a typical situation where I cannot endure. It has happened many times and it happened again here again. And in the future, I promise you that as long as you follow the guidelines, you don't need to worry about someone being stricted. True, promises are empty words from a mouth but if you think about it, it is the truth.

That is why from the very start, don't think being part of the staff is such an easy job. Sooner or later, it may just drain your courage (especially those who are active). Please staff, for the love of the community, choose your staff wisely. I can't believe I have to repeat this but I will agree with many of you about inactive staff members. If I had been demoted for being inactive forever for a reason, I deserved it. I hate to be working alone about 7-10 hours a day, killing my own free time because no one else is there to do it. Almost every community,I have been overworking myself. Why? Because I cared for the community and I would do whatever it takes to accomplish that. Yes real life is a problem but if you care for the community so much, you would at least put effort in it. I gave up all my free time for the community only for pain. Pain hurts and it will get worse if you press it on. Although it is temporary, if you can't find a solution, you can lose control of yourself.

Critcism is another thing, I can endure that very easily but the problem lies when you start feeling you're alone. We as human beings will make decisions for the good or the bad. That is why if you're reading this, don't think it is your fault, it is everyone's fault. Including myself. We are the reason for shifting this community to where it is. And all of you were responsible for those actions you made whether it is for the good or bad. Whatever I had done, I shaped my own life and personality myself. I don't blame anyone for it, it's who I am.

Now I leave you all to shape this community. Maybe in a month or so, I'll be glad to see how has the community changed as I usually do but I have no reason to continue contributing. Maybe better or even worse? Remember, you are the ones that shape the community, not one person. Therefore, if you care for the community, you would do whatever it takes to improve it. If not, well I don't know what to say but (comment ends there).

''Now you all might be thinking, oh he will be back. Do I sound like I'm joking? If I had left the other communities and rarely visit them, what makes you think I am joking?''

'''So I figured the last thing I would do was the Mapperdonian Handbook. '''I hope it really helps you out and I hope the staff will continue to enforce the rules for the community. It was the last thing I can do for the community. Now it is your decision whether or not you chose to follow it. I will no longer play a part in this.

Therefore, if something happens, don't bother asking me to help you out.

If there is a user causing trouble, I won't be there to hold your hand.

If there is a technical problem, don't go spamming me for help, Pezminer is the best staff member you can get a hold on for those problems.

'''You want to shape the community? Do it without me.'''

And I seriously won't be there to fix up some of the unorganized pages.

Go find someone you trust and don't disturb me. I'm done. If any of you ask me to return to the Wikia on Youtube, I will chose whether or not I should block YOU from my channel. Do what you think is the best for you and don't come complaining to me if you got banned by someone else.

And hopefully, if you cared for the community, you aren't the reason for it being shut down.

And if you want to help the community, don't hold it back, just DO IT. DO IT! I'm not there to hold your thoughts.

Regards,

CorrosiveDragon

And finally, I'm not going to list any names of who caused this.

Though I'd like to give my thanks to these users

MrAmericanMapper - The one who encouraged me to stay on this community

99Batran - The one who told me a lot about the Wikia and answered my questions & concerns.

Pezminer12 - For doing his best to manage the community.

SunnyKhan688 - For becoming a better person since his punishments.

FSM - For being there to provide proof of incidents.

Mindria - For dealing with spam back in December 2014.

DisturbedFan - Reminding me of an employee. Reasonable person to talk to even though I don't talk to him often.

IonMapping - For being an awesome mapper with space.

Fedex Mapper - For reporting issues to me when it's reasonable.

TL Mapping - For bringing the idea of Neterra

Asdf Mapping - For being an interesting person to talk to.

Zephyrus Mapping - For being interested in my storyline, especially about Denmark.

''As for the rest, I'm sorry if I didn't list you. You can check my main page for relations. I'll post my info here''

And I will admit. I am being a coward with situation I cannot endure once again. I accepted that I am a coward and I'm fleeing from this 3 times already! Now what do you want? You got what you wanted? I gave you what you wanted. Now my absence shall shape this community forever. TIME TIME TIME.

'''One more thing, I understand some of you might want to change my decision. I may be expecting a wall of text soon from someone I expect. Keep in mind, this is final. As I said if you haven't saw it as an important point. But I want to the community to decide how they will want to shape it WITHOUT ME. Yes they can always do that but they weren't encouraged to. NOW, I HOPE SO. BECAUSE I CARE or I ONCE DID.'''