Talk:A World of War: World II (Map Game)/@comment-26342457-20160423012719/@comment-26342457-20160423030235

Its you guys that make me feel like this. You guys don't understand how I feel like. It is not the same. I constantly get harrassed by everyone in the wiki, the only one that I fully trust is Viper because I feel like he is the only one that understands me. Sometimes I'm at a breaking point. Every day I enter the wiki chat I get anxiety, and you know whats more fucked up. These insults are coming from 13, 14, 15 and even 16 year olds. Like clrearly they should have some certain level of maturity. I feel like every day its worse, and I'm only *blank* it is just absurd. Is that not fucked up? Well think again. Because what do I do? Fucking Nothing. You all claim I am being biased in map games, well I am not. I am not even making NPC turns. If you understand my strugle that's great and if you don't well I don't care. I made map games for fun not to make them popular. You can leave, I don't care. Now don't bring up excuses like "I feel the same way and I don't act like this". Well of course you don't, you cant understand someone who you are not. My stress is not the same as yours, mine is depressive. And now. I'm starting to feel like... I don't simbolize anything. You know... If there were no rules I would be insullting a shitton but I'm not. I try not to swear as much as I want to set of an example. Unlike people who are chatmod or admins who are not doing their job right. Their job is to defend and help the once who need it. Not to insult them. You know who I'm talking about. And it is because of you I behave like this. I try to be mature in this wiki but. The attackers are not letting me. If it was so... not adictive I would leave and forget about this community, because honestly we need to change. And it is sickening this would happen to me... no... not just me, but anyone! It is a pure disgrace to mankind. And don't say "It is the internet" Because do you know how many people commit suicide because of the internet? The Internet can change lives in a good and bad way. Because if people knew about the community first and then watched mapping videos. Nobody would join. There are even admins who treaten to show my face.