User blog:Freaker-san/Possible hiatus

So, I'm just writing this to say that I might go to hiatus from this wiki. I have been kind of stressed and depressed for couple days, and I might need some time alone. So you might not be seeing me here. on top of that I'm also having entrance exams at 12th of May, and I have been reading for those, but I need to pay more attention to them. But overall I myself feel that I am in point where I'm too depressed. Mainly because of the "position" that I have in this community. IDK if it's just me, or if it has just happened naturally, but I have been being this "grumpy chatmod" for as long as I have been chatmod, aka over a year already. Meaning that I rarely chat with other users, and other users even rarely try to engage to conversation with me. I mean, I kind of like it too, so I guess I have myself lead myself to that "position", and that I am Finnish, and I'm supposed to be fine with it, but on long run, it will make anyone depressed. And I'm currently in point where I can't take it anymore. So that's why I'm thinking of having a hiatus from this wiki, to focus more on my real life, so I can possibly stress little bit less about it.

But this is all might. I could as well as awake tomorrow morning feeling all fine again, and join the chat and wiki as my old grumpy self. But as I have already twice stated. I'm in point where I cannot anymore keep it all inside of me.

But yeah, this is just kind of notification about the fact that I might not be using this wiki for a while. Just so you don't start wondering about it. (Heh, who am I kidding, you wouldn't even notice my absent.)

Also, before someone like Batran starts to argue that this is leaving blog, IT ISN'T. I have fully intention to return to this wiki after I feel less depressed. Which might be tomorrow, next week, next month or next year.(NOTE: I most likely would still visit this wiki perhaps once in week and stuff like that, but I'm not going to BE here.) I will most likely delete this blog myself if I will continue using this wiki as I used to.

So, yah. Have fun guys.