User blog:MauritianLion/I need help

I feel like im stuck in the stoneage of mapping, my mapping is stuck in the stone age of mapping, Vanilla Dialect,

and all that because ive struggled to adapt to a changing mapping, this may be a small deal to you but its a big deal to me, i have multiple stress problems, a.k.a mental health this has lead to me to start contemplating suicide because i feel im useless, all the ideas are in my head and mapping is my world, i cant adapt i need someone to help me with my mapping like do the map while i supply the lines its really bothering me please